the whole length of existence after high school i thought i knew what i wanted & not have a single doubt in my mind about my future.

but I’m still not in school or have a steady job. after constantly doubting the air force due to some inconvenience, i finally made up my mind. it doesn’t matter what i do in the air force, or in college- just as long as i go to school. my main goal is to be educated. in this century, it’s crucial to be educated. so many people will take advantage of your absence of knowledge. people go to college and/or programs that will only get them into a certain degree & if they are making a good steady pay they will stop school & continue working. at a certain point in life that was exactly what I wanted. after realizing how important education is, it motivated to not be such a lazy bum and actually WANT to be educated; not just because it’s demanding but because it’s essential. but mostly because I want this for myself. i want to keep learning. education is beautiful, everybody in this world has potential, and it’s sad that I just realized this now. better late than never, right? i’m still learning about myself everyday. don’t let the big dogs doubt you, don’t ever doubt yourself. everybody has their own pace, don’t let the person ahead of you discourage you. you should never stop striving for the best. no matter how slow i’m walking, no matter how many negative feedbacks i receive on the daily, i’m not gonna stop.

I am nothing but thankful for the smart educated close friends I have. They do nothing but help and inspire me to do better in life. Yeah, we have our fun but I am reminded that it must be balanced. Each of my close friends are all on the right path to happiness and success & I’m blessed to have them constantly guide me.